[05 Feb 2005|11:25am] LJ Battle Royale! by monmonito Username Weapon you got: Cat Ears Your goal in the game: Training for the Hunter Exam. Number of students killed: 29 For fun, you kill: kikky Out of a personal vendetta, you kill: longlivethecow Accidentally, you kill: _to_ashes_ You have an alliance with: christi_morelei You develop a puppy-love romance with: wolfwing Watch out for: kamara Percentage of survival possibility:: 99% Dying words: "Et tu, Brutus?" Quiz created with MemeGen! 3 comments|post comment

i don't care who knows... [28 Jan 2005|11:28pm] [ mood | rejected ] I've not been feeling well lately, physically, mentally, emotionally. i just haven't been feeling well. -my dad left and i still cried the same day, but not about him, about something else. -some things i'm disappointed about are that i can't go see phantom of the opera this friday or saturday. -my phone is messed up so i can't call becca -i found out that zack told kenpokitsune "I know it's still too soon, but I've been thinking a lot and I think maybe I love you" while we were still going out, a week after the cruise and he didn't deny that he said it to me. "maybe" i said it is what he said. "I'm worried if we don't talk you're gonna stop loving me." ...these were all words he told her while we were still going out. And he says he didn't mean that he actually loved her, but she could have interpreted it like that for sure. -to the person who let me find this out, i don't think you deserve to live right now. at all. i think you are in dire need of help. but bottom line is, this wouldn't hurt so much if all these things were true. had zack not said these things, i wouldn't be hurt. but he did. and i don't know what to think. except that he's going to hang out with people on saturday and that would have been our eleventh month anniversary. this is why i am not going to be on lj very often. cause it doesn't give me any good memories anymore. am i ok? no. so leave me alone. 10 comments|post comment

SCION IS MY FUTURE COLLEGE CAR ...horray for space ^^ [22 Jan 2005|09:00am] [ mood | peaceful ] [ music | homework... ] Ya, this week has reallly sucked. But - I'd like to thank a few people. + Becca + Adina + Jules + My Dad + Zack I'm not sure whats going to happen...but right now we both know we love each other and no one wants to hurt anyone else. [edit] in his words: "Fuck this." [/edit] I'm probably not going to be on lj for some time - just cause of a few reasons...btw, even zack agrees EVERYONE SHOULD GO SEE "SUPERSIZE ME!" cause morgan is just one crazy dude with some crazy ideas and i like it. ^-^ more important matters. someone was born this past week...ok not literally, but i mean 17 years ago he was and this week he became a year older...sooooooo: HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU! HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAR PATSY-GABE-JOSE-BR OBESSIVE-EMO-FINALFANTASY ONLINE-MINI CLAUDIO! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOOOOOU! -MiCHi <3 6 comments|post comment

I'd like to go to bed early if that's ok... [17 Jan 2005|07:59pm] [ mood | disappointed ] [ music | hopefully soon my own ring tone... ] person who knows me the best has been arguing with me for the last few days...whenever he calls is going to be the end. cause he didn't want to see me today in person... break up time. yeah...he wants to be single. and this comes right after the cruise with a girl who he knew for seven days. i don't take eleven months personally. no way. its not like we were a month away from a year. like febuary holds some kind of significance. or i had feelings for him. that's cool. well then. that was fun. i'm posting this now cause he hasn't commented to me in a while and i'm hoping he can at least call me on the phone before i got to sleep. i don't have any HATE ANGER GRRR feelings towards him...but if we don't love each other the same way, what can i do, right? disappointed maybe, i mean i'm going to call him anyways cause i like to talk to him. and see him cause i like to be with him. just won't do anything else...cause he's too busy now and he doesn't want a ball and chain. really i have to say that i impacted his life and he impacted mine in a very possitive way. we both fear less. but i guess i'll just miss more. i'm only human though. so if i mope around, its call emotions. they'll pass...and then come back when my dad leaves. i don't mean to sound sarcastic or rude. i've just been feeling a bit nausious today as well as a bit of the obvious. 17 comments|post comment

sooooooo mad. [13 Jan 2005|07:52pm] [ mood | moody ] ok i changed my password incase someone hacked my journal. and is lj down for anyone else? its taking me forever just to update these three lines. blaaaarg! mad. 2 comments|post comment

I tried out for Shakespear today... [13 Jan 2005|04:16pm] [ mood | blah ] Ok, something fishy has been going on with my journal. my private entries haven't been made private, so i sent asked tech support today waiting for their reply. i personally think its got something to do with my layout - maybe, its just what i guess. i keep having to go back and double make sure that they're private entries. its crazy. yesterday i was feeling really sick. today not so much, but very tired. i did nothing but nap yesterday. long weekend means more time to see zack XD make up for last week! bai! post comment

F R i E N D S O N L Y [17 Dec 2004|10:18am] It finally happened, I have made this journal FRIENDS ONLY! ¬¬;; Ya, so HA! -MiCHi 7 comments|post comment

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